I am heaven sent, don't you dare forget...

#995


This is not-so-awesome, yet in a hypocritically awesome listed format:

- the cost of Red Bull (ridiculous, i need my beverage like a crack addict needs a hit *cue whitney houston...bobbay!)

- myself not sharing life with you

- thunderstorms so severe that the booms knock multiple items off of my walls at home & lightning comes through the
outlets in my bedroom a-glowin'

- having to pretend to be 'busy' at work when in fact we are so slow that it compares to that of watching a comatose
patient in a hospital & expecting him to get up & do a jig

- people who call me a 'grandma' simply because i am not out every fucking weeknight until the wee hours of the
morning. (sorry, i have a career to work at. get a job, grow up & fuck off)

- how i long to get another tattoo but lack $$. as it is a need that will never be fulfilled no matter how many i have.

- that both of my roommates will be moving out relatively close to one another this fall....that means i'm FUCKED.

- once again, my inability to be able to acquire a second job, part-time. ugh.

- my jealousy at those that work but do not have student loans. thus, their mountain of free $$ to do with as they wish.



There are things in my head that I wish I could say, could do, to show you who I am now. I wish I could fill you with a sense of security, of trust, to let you know that I want everything in the world for you, the best of the best. Fuck.....